Fragile

Easily break / weak.....

Life, blood ties, relationships....everything seems so fragile....

My family and I supposed to attend a wedding over the weekend,
but we ended up attending a funeral.
Supposed to be my cousin wedding,
but it became her mum's funeral.

Everyone noes how to say, "Cherish your loved ones when they are still around..."
but nobody does that.....
It normally slipped off our mind....

Feeling so restless
Don't noe what when wrong with my body(health)
At first, doc wanna observe if i'm pregnant....
Nope. I'm not....
But why am I still feeling so unwell....
I don't want to work with my giddiness....
I don't want to travel with my giddiness....
I don't want to depend on medic to pass each day....

I misses my frens....

I supposed to meet another ex-colleague last fri...
but my aunt just passed away...
and i don't want to meet anyone....

I'm supposed to meet my ex-colleagues this coming fri....
but i needa more rest.....
I sms-ed one of them saying I have something else impt to attend so can't meet them.

Contradicting... (",)