Failed Again?

Being called back for another blood test.....

2 weeks ago had a blood test (a sudden one), its becoz a few months ago (i think beginning of my 2nd trimester) I failed the iron test. So they wants to check and make sure the iron pills they gave me did helps.

End up, i still failed the test. And failed even badly then the previous time.
(THIS PROVED THAT THE IRON PILLS DINT HELP AT ALL)
Fine!

2 days ago called me to inform that beside I failed the iron blood test. My blood platelets goes lower den usual. (Normal person range 150 - 400) That time i did the test I score 210~
Now, (DONT NOE WHY) I fall under the range (100 only nia)

So they wan me to undergo another blood test.

I feel sux! Super moody. Super sian! Each blood test cost me 50bucks! U say wan to draw my blood den just draw as u like....I have to undergo the pain, the stress & the money. ARGH!

Each time telling myself, my bb coming to this world, everything gg to be just fine....

But each time there's disappointment out there for me to face it! I cant convince myself.
I cant be happy.....